Ooooo.... So excited someone else has experienced this!!!! June 15th 2022 and June 19th 2023 for me. I babbled incoherently to a friend "I woke up and got THE ANSWER to life the universe and everything" she said "well?" And I had to confess that there were no suitable words for it ha ha. But it's a moment where you SEE reality and realise (all over again) how duped you've been! Every time I feel a bit overwhelmed I remember those mornings and I feel a surge of hope. Thanks for posting this, I was delighted by it
I'm so excited to read this, April! I feel better for the company.
Did you get the deep fatigue afterwards?
Both my son and a concerned reader wondered if I had a neurological event that required medical attention. I appreciate the concern expressed but I don't have the feeling that's what happened.
It felt more like a unexpected glimpse, but it was so draining.
Thank you for the welcome comment - I'm glad you enjoyed it. Was a bit uncertain about posting, but what can you do. This is what's going on! Best.
YES - the exhaustion afterwards... absolutely. I had it for days. You don't forget the dates either ha ha. The best I could ever describe it to anyone was that I woke up and everything had gone from black and white to COLOUR and that it was all buzzing with energy. Of course I just seemed to end up alienating more people. Sigh. No I don't think you had an 'event' but I do think you had an EVENT! Yay - amazing. We just sound crazy but hey I prefer to be this and have seen this too! I said to my son who is a computer gamer "Guess what? I just levelled up in the game of life"
Your writing is always thought provoking and resonant Kathleen. My dogs make sure I’m out of bed pre-dawn. They demand I go out and pay attention to the dawn. I tried to tune in to the full moon energies but alas I did not get the full benefit due to clouds and rain. But I can feel the plants enjoying the rain so it’s all good. I noticed I have a very hard time doing any screen watching in the evening. By 10pm my mind and body are screaming at me to heed my circadian rhythm and shutdown.
More and more lately I feel as if I’m moving along the fringes of “normal” society. Vacillating between dimensions maybe. I definitely feel more energetic and engaged when I drift to the other side. It’s odd that I spent most of my waking life 10-12 hours a day doing things demanded of me by a lifestyle of a technocratic career (although one that I enjoyed and was very competent), and providing for a family. That career has allowed me to live two realities in my retirement. One foot in suburbia and one foot in a forest. Separated geographically by hundreds of miles. They are two very distinct energies. As time passes I find the forest much more alive, energetic and clarifying. And it shares that energy. Suburbia I now characterize as dark energy. I think you hit on something with the frequency mention. The lower energy of the society administered by dark forces verse the vast, higher vibration of nature which dark forces try to obscure and suppress to keep human potential enslaved. Once you recognize the parasites, slave masters, and psychopathy of normal society you are free to explore the other side. You tune out one for the other.
I agree with you about Van Gogh. He saw both sides and could not escape so he painted. It was intuitive and his brush strokes left room for interpretation. When I was young I was drawn to impressionist style of painting. I now realize it was due to fact that the individual brush strokes required much more mental energy to interpolate between the dabs. A matrix of sorts to interpolate and interpret according to one’s own unique perspective. I even tried my own impressionist painting. What I discovered was that almost nobody liked it or understood. Too much mental energy I guess. People don’t like ambiguity and just want to be told. College beat that artist streak out of me.
"I think you hit on something with the frequency mention. The lower energy of the society administered by dark forces verse the vast, higher vibration of nature which dark forces try to obscure and suppress to keep human potential enslaved. Once you recognize the parasites, slave masters, and psychopathy of normal society you are free to explore the other side. You tune out one for the other."
I suspect the parallel reality sense you are describing here is happening to more and more of us and maybe there is some kind of separation occurring tied to frequencies. Like different bandwidths and one goes with the old world and the other with the new, and there is still overlap but they are also moving further apart.
And: "As time passes I find the forest much more alive, energetic and clarifying."
Same, being in Nature is like a great relief from the regular doings of the world. Essential really.
Fascinating on painting - thanks for expansive comments. Best to you, Mike.
I love your comment so much, Mike. And LOL, I have to turn the blasted screens off by 7 pm these days. I've become that weirdo who loves it when it gets dark at 4 pm in the winter.
The dogs know, don't they? "The sun is about to come up! Get up! :) "
Yes, to your comment about the forest. So many people fear it, yet it has become my medicine and joy. 🌲🌲🌲
Being forced to get up when you don’t want, or have to, can be frustrating. But once you go outside and feel the air on your face no matter clear, breezy, rainy all is forgotten. Often on even cloudy days you can get your only glimpse of the sun for the day peaking over the horizon. But it’s truly invigorating when hit hits your full intensity in the face. It is one form of joy that I am grateful for. Sadly these opportunities diminish as the day goes on and chemtrails take over.
I don’t really have any semblance of fear in the forest. Awe. Caution. Respect yes. I feel she embraces and protects. The energy overwhelms and you essentially merge with that. Except for yellow jackets in late summer. The dogs and I do fear them. Interesting story about the yellow jackets. I’ve been having problems with them in the clearings and berms adjacent walks and driveways for years. The mother nest was always about 10-30 feet from the house (moved year to year). I arrive one trip to discover it unearthed and all the combs scattered. I presume the bears decided to do me a favor. That was several years ago and they haven’t been back since.
My daughter cannot believe that I don't have a dog anymore. I love them so much. I hit the hay so early now (it has become one of my favorite habits :)) that I'd probably be rousing the same time as he or she would.
I have paper wasps that love to be around my tiny little patio and have built nests right above my doors, but fortunately, we've been able to get along. For two years, they've been attempting to build their nest inside a small electrical box on my house. I keep having to knock it out gently so they get the message to go somewhere else, but they don't seem deterred. Glad the yellow jackets have moved on! Score one for the Bear!
Im severely allergic to bee stings (like the next attack could be death severe) yet I’m the only one I know that doesn’t panic when they’re around. Go figure. I just let them take care of their business and I do mine.
Given the comments I've been reading - yours included - I'm glad I shared it to. Thanks for expressing that so clearly, Philip. Feels like familiar ground for you?
Hi, Kathleen, I was enthralled by this post. I loved it, it was inspiring and mysterious at the same time. I think you did get a glimpse of what's to come, or perhaps the 5th dimension since everything appeared so enhanced and alive, which made it so intriguing, but wonderful and frightening at the same time. I guess it's only natural that an experience like that would produce a series of paradoxes. That's going to keep you wondering for some time.
A thought about how exhausting it was for you... I can't imagine taking 1 nap in a day, let alone 2 and then sleeping 9 hours straight through...I guess "kitten" could be right about sensory overload. And I think that it only proves how real it actually was to have had such a physical effect on you.
We 'humans', as you like to say, just aren't used to "taking it all in" at one time. I'm going to have to try to work on that. I hate to think of all I'm missing. Thanks for sharing this, my friend. xox
Omgosh... This is going to sound crazy. But I noticed it as well. It was Thursday morning. The birds woke me up. The landscape was surreal. And beautiful. Then, Friday and Saturday morning the sky was filled with the spray from the night before. And my computer offended me, so it went off. I wondered what the birds knew that I didn't. I took great comfort in the chatter of the birds and their extra that day. But it stood out and made me wonder.
I drove from Idaho to Pier 91 in Seattle on Sunday.
I am here on a ship and sleeping in a steel vessel. I love it. My body is breathing a sigh of relief. We went out to dinner the other night and it felt like a physical assault getting to the restaurant and back. I couldn't wait to get back to the ship. There is something to this... absolutely. I didn't know how much the unseen tech aimed at us as humans depleted me until I made an accidental discovery of peace inside a steel vessel. Thanks for this.
Doesn't sound crazy to me! It's so welcome to read this, and confirming, SJ. Thank you for posting it.
Fascinating on noticing how you feel minus all the emf's. Yeah, I think we've grown (mostly) accustomed to the constant barrage. We are so resilient. And what a nice break for you - even if extreme measures. Once we escape it (for me the woods) you can't not notice, right?
I have to get better about turning off the wifi router at night.
Yes! Extreme. Hubs is at work and I haven't seen him in 3 months, so I came over here to work too. Why not? I didn't realize what this feeling of assault by the things we can't see was until I was on the ship. Watching all the activity and cruise ships come and go... And thinking...I am so glad I am not out there. I think I am going to find a way to sell this experience... Because it is real relief. 🌍☣️💝
So.. We have a shipping container at home. The kids will be like "have you seen or heard from Mom?"
"I think she is in the conex." Funny. Not funny. Xoxo my friend!
Sensory overload captures it well. I'm glad for the experience but I'm in no rush to do that again. (Not that I actually did anything.) Should it happen again, hopefully a faster recovery.
What an excellent way to describe your experience, 'wearing Van Gogh glasses.' I haven't experienced anything like this directly but I'm so glad to get to experience it through you. Although I'll amend that. The other morning when I wrote you and the other apocaloptimists about the moon glowing up its gauzy veil of clouds--there was something more than just the visual. That's why I put it as a good omen/ good w-omen.
And Sat night, when I woke from sleeping briefly and chatted with my daughter, who'd just come in, I was too happy to go back to sleep. It's the only way I can describe it. The sense that everything was working out and I was exactly the right person in the right role made me so full of contentment that I wanted to savor it.
You've always been our bellwether. You pick up on things that are just peeking through. This is very good, Kathleen. It's a moment of revelation, something to trust as a harbinger of good vibrations coming ;-)
Thanks, T. I did wonder about that comment and if there was something more to it. As to "Good w-omen" agree. Something in the ethers was up and I definitely think it's a good sign.
This: "I was too happy to go back to sleep. It's the only way I can describe it. The sense that everything was working out and I was exactly the right person in the right role made me so full of contentment that I wanted to savor it."
I read this several times. I know it's true - but having that experience, knowing it in my bones as it were, tends to elude me. The really letting go - particularly around worry when it comes to one son - has been so deeply challenging. I can feel the truth of it, the need to surrender to it, and there's always this bit stuck it feels in my solar plexus area that holds on. Well that has loosened alright. There's nothing to do about it, no where to go, no strategy, nothing. It's just what it is and trusting life as it is. I feel as if some invisible inner scaffolding is prying loose. I don't know if I'm explaining it but your comment brought it forward so I could see it. I needed to read that.
I'm glad we could trade vicarious experiences, Kathleen. They feel connected, to me. May I gift you a Wombat Tarot reading for your birthday? I've already ordered one for myself but I think our fates and visions are tied together, you with your three sons and me with my three daughters. Please say yes!
Hehehehe… something in me rejoices when I know how incompetent TPTB are at forbidding us from donning on Van Gough glasses.
How did such a tortured man paint so beautifully; how did he mask his internal suffering so well with bright colors and short brush strokes? He fell in love with the an innkeeper twice his age as a youth. Perhaps it was the beauty inspire of the decay that enthralled him so.
This post is so graceful. Thank you.
Also this:
> It was like tuning into a channel that picked up a station from the past where people didn’t know their bodies were self-healing.
💯 weird, innit? Once you reprogram yourself from the conditioning, how can you ever consider the body being nothing more than a car that needs a mechanic? The body is the damn repair shop within itself!
Thanks Tonika. You would know on the body and healing better than most.
I watched a video recently on a woman talking about talking to our cells, and how quickly they listen. Like everything else alive, they appreciate kindness and acknowledement.
I thought, here's the stuff on the horizon that will finally kill the 'wealth-care' system pretending to be health care.
Aha. Now I understand why a meeting on Monday the 12th at 4:30pm was a total no-go...😂 You were experiencing the unexplainable!
I don't remember much about Monday other than by Tuesday I was completely wrecked. Done. All of my circuits were overloaded and all I wanted to do was walk straight into the ocean... which I did later on Wednesday. I also meditated Weds morning and felt like I entered a rare zone of total energetic congruence. This fell out of me:
There is something miraculous about the daily in-between night and day time. And that this experience happened in-between is significant. (I don't think if I slept through it would have happened.)
This poem feels like a miracle itself. Thanks for this Tereza. xox
I love this! What a dream like, magical experience! I’ve had vivid dreams like this where colors are more vibrant, but never experienced awake. I woke early Monday to lots of birds, but forgot my Van Gogh glasses! I am fascinated by your description of Vincent’s paintings as depicting energy. Maybe you received an upgrade? Not sure what that even means, but I’m gathering that we are in the midst of an energetic phenomenon. Maybe it’s a matter of being open and receptive to it. Having eyes to see and ears to hear…🙏
Sounds so cool, and a lot of people who experience NDE (Near Death Experience) can't use words to describe fully either, but they speak of this type of aliveness. Is that a word??? I hope I get to experience what you did this side of the veil!
Thank you Joan! My son worried I had a seizure (he can lean towards hypochondria) and I do remember that book, "Stoke of Insight' where the author's perception radically changed during a stroke. Fortunately it was not that. :-) 6 days on, I'm back to normal.
Hi. I wasn't implying you had a quick NDE. I don't think you did. Whatever you experienced is a similar reality to what many of them did though. Have a great weekend!
Dear Kathleen, Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience! Know that many of us won't bat an eye at your story - instead, we will nod and be so happy for you!
This has happened to me several times - always, of course, while in Nature! I have returned from walks feeling that I'd just spent time in another dimension and don't want to return to "reality." It also happened one time a few years ago when I was sick and fevered, and none of my normal health tricks worked. I gave in to it and slept and slept until I healed. When I was finally able to drive, I remember barely being able to stay on the road (fortunately, there's no traffic on these country roads!) because everything looked so bright and magical. It was like I imagined the fairy realm to be.
This month's astrology has completely wacked me out, and I am rarely fatigued during the day, but I sure felt it. That Scorpio full moon was 😳😳😳! I've been trying to write a post for WEEKS. Sorry it took me so long to read your post! Yes, to not wanting/being able to look at screens. :(
Unsurprisingly I thought you, Barbara, writing this. I knew you would have had similar experiences. I truly think these 'dips' into that other dimensional space will become more and more common. Yay!
Oh, and I love that this could be fairly realm-ish. Makes sense. There is so much magic in Natural world.
Never have to apologize - I never expect anyone to read my posts, since I go through periods of missing so much. And appreciate that you did and posted this confirming comment.
Fun post! Thank you for sharing your experience 💗. There are definitely some shifts happening... dark and light. I am sensing a lot more than my usual and it can be pretty off putting and draining. I am choosing to honor myself (instead of questioning my sense of reality). Naps 2x a day when needed for sure! Especially when waking at sunrise. Woot!
Finally getting to this post!!! (MY struggle, not b/c of you!)
Wow, I think maybe you had a little trip into the future, like you thought, or what the future WILL BE LIKE.
I remember there being SO MANY BIRDS. I remember crickets and lots and lots of bugs. I remember a feeling of total JOY (I still have those, but without the innocence of childhood.). I remember when my ears didn't ring all the time, ALL the time. I remember when people didn't EXPECT ME to carry my cell phone around and weren't annoyed with me for not IMMEDIATELY responding to their texts/emails/calls, etc... Because I try not to engage my cell phone much, and I want to destroy it!
Anyway, thanks for a very pleasant little trip into my own imagination, amid my constant, or so it seems, begging the Universe to Deliver the Pal's first, and then everyone else...
And I'm just seeing A BUNCH of videos about how the wall is crumbling, the TRUTH about Covid and everything else, is coming OUT... Is it real? Or a ploy of some kind? Am I paranoid, or just untrusting? Am I a lucky dog, or a mangy cur about to be cuffed and ruffed up? so to speak... woof!
Here's some furry luv and a waggy tail for this post... and I love the artwork, too! ALL VG's stuff is sooo wonderful. Okay, HUGS to ya! ^_^
Hey WH. Thanks for reading and commenting - I always enjoy your take on things. I hope it's a glimpse of what's coming. Why not? We are entering a new time, we should expect new insights!
And lol - I get scolded on the not being tied to my cellphone too.
The crumbling is real enough and they'll be plenty of 'reel' interpretations on what is all means as the movie version keeps rolling. But it won't work. Enough of us are done with someone else telling what's what.
We have reason to be both paranoid and untrusting! And when it comes to our own experience - for me particularly in nature - trusting and in wonder too.
Hugs back to you. Hope you're enjoying your new home.
Ooooo.... So excited someone else has experienced this!!!! June 15th 2022 and June 19th 2023 for me. I babbled incoherently to a friend "I woke up and got THE ANSWER to life the universe and everything" she said "well?" And I had to confess that there were no suitable words for it ha ha. But it's a moment where you SEE reality and realise (all over again) how duped you've been! Every time I feel a bit overwhelmed I remember those mornings and I feel a surge of hope. Thanks for posting this, I was delighted by it
I'm so excited to read this, April! I feel better for the company.
Did you get the deep fatigue afterwards?
Both my son and a concerned reader wondered if I had a neurological event that required medical attention. I appreciate the concern expressed but I don't have the feeling that's what happened.
It felt more like a unexpected glimpse, but it was so draining.
Thank you for the welcome comment - I'm glad you enjoyed it. Was a bit uncertain about posting, but what can you do. This is what's going on! Best.
YES - the exhaustion afterwards... absolutely. I had it for days. You don't forget the dates either ha ha. The best I could ever describe it to anyone was that I woke up and everything had gone from black and white to COLOUR and that it was all buzzing with energy. Of course I just seemed to end up alienating more people. Sigh. No I don't think you had an 'event' but I do think you had an EVENT! Yay - amazing. We just sound crazy but hey I prefer to be this and have seen this too! I said to my son who is a computer gamer "Guess what? I just levelled up in the game of life"
Funny you say black and white - I definitely thought of it that way too.
I love the leveling up metaphor, April.
Yes, very glad I had this experience despite side-effects. And it's really helpful to read your comments. Thanks so much for sharing.💕
Your writing is always thought provoking and resonant Kathleen. My dogs make sure I’m out of bed pre-dawn. They demand I go out and pay attention to the dawn. I tried to tune in to the full moon energies but alas I did not get the full benefit due to clouds and rain. But I can feel the plants enjoying the rain so it’s all good. I noticed I have a very hard time doing any screen watching in the evening. By 10pm my mind and body are screaming at me to heed my circadian rhythm and shutdown.
More and more lately I feel as if I’m moving along the fringes of “normal” society. Vacillating between dimensions maybe. I definitely feel more energetic and engaged when I drift to the other side. It’s odd that I spent most of my waking life 10-12 hours a day doing things demanded of me by a lifestyle of a technocratic career (although one that I enjoyed and was very competent), and providing for a family. That career has allowed me to live two realities in my retirement. One foot in suburbia and one foot in a forest. Separated geographically by hundreds of miles. They are two very distinct energies. As time passes I find the forest much more alive, energetic and clarifying. And it shares that energy. Suburbia I now characterize as dark energy. I think you hit on something with the frequency mention. The lower energy of the society administered by dark forces verse the vast, higher vibration of nature which dark forces try to obscure and suppress to keep human potential enslaved. Once you recognize the parasites, slave masters, and psychopathy of normal society you are free to explore the other side. You tune out one for the other.
I agree with you about Van Gogh. He saw both sides and could not escape so he painted. It was intuitive and his brush strokes left room for interpretation. When I was young I was drawn to impressionist style of painting. I now realize it was due to fact that the individual brush strokes required much more mental energy to interpolate between the dabs. A matrix of sorts to interpolate and interpret according to one’s own unique perspective. I even tried my own impressionist painting. What I discovered was that almost nobody liked it or understood. Too much mental energy I guess. People don’t like ambiguity and just want to be told. College beat that artist streak out of me.
"I think you hit on something with the frequency mention. The lower energy of the society administered by dark forces verse the vast, higher vibration of nature which dark forces try to obscure and suppress to keep human potential enslaved. Once you recognize the parasites, slave masters, and psychopathy of normal society you are free to explore the other side. You tune out one for the other."
I suspect the parallel reality sense you are describing here is happening to more and more of us and maybe there is some kind of separation occurring tied to frequencies. Like different bandwidths and one goes with the old world and the other with the new, and there is still overlap but they are also moving further apart.
And: "As time passes I find the forest much more alive, energetic and clarifying."
Same, being in Nature is like a great relief from the regular doings of the world. Essential really.
Fascinating on painting - thanks for expansive comments. Best to you, Mike.
I love your comment so much, Mike. And LOL, I have to turn the blasted screens off by 7 pm these days. I've become that weirdo who loves it when it gets dark at 4 pm in the winter.
The dogs know, don't they? "The sun is about to come up! Get up! :) "
Yes, to your comment about the forest. So many people fear it, yet it has become my medicine and joy. 🌲🌲🌲
Being forced to get up when you don’t want, or have to, can be frustrating. But once you go outside and feel the air on your face no matter clear, breezy, rainy all is forgotten. Often on even cloudy days you can get your only glimpse of the sun for the day peaking over the horizon. But it’s truly invigorating when hit hits your full intensity in the face. It is one form of joy that I am grateful for. Sadly these opportunities diminish as the day goes on and chemtrails take over.
I don’t really have any semblance of fear in the forest. Awe. Caution. Respect yes. I feel she embraces and protects. The energy overwhelms and you essentially merge with that. Except for yellow jackets in late summer. The dogs and I do fear them. Interesting story about the yellow jackets. I’ve been having problems with them in the clearings and berms adjacent walks and driveways for years. The mother nest was always about 10-30 feet from the house (moved year to year). I arrive one trip to discover it unearthed and all the combs scattered. I presume the bears decided to do me a favor. That was several years ago and they haven’t been back since.
My daughter cannot believe that I don't have a dog anymore. I love them so much. I hit the hay so early now (it has become one of my favorite habits :)) that I'd probably be rousing the same time as he or she would.
I have paper wasps that love to be around my tiny little patio and have built nests right above my doors, but fortunately, we've been able to get along. For two years, they've been attempting to build their nest inside a small electrical box on my house. I keep having to knock it out gently so they get the message to go somewhere else, but they don't seem deterred. Glad the yellow jackets have moved on! Score one for the Bear!
Im severely allergic to bee stings (like the next attack could be death severe) yet I’m the only one I know that doesn’t panic when they’re around. Go figure. I just let them take care of their business and I do mine.
I'm so glad you shared this Kathleen!
We all need the reminder that things are not what they seem.
We create our reality through our perception.
And it seems your perception was spot-on that morning, and your spirit celebrated the day with the rest of nature.
Magic is as magic does.
Given the comments I've been reading - yours included - I'm glad I shared it to. Thanks for expressing that so clearly, Philip. Feels like familiar ground for you?
Very Best.
Seeing "between the lines" of physical reality is definitely a level up.
Don't be concerned about the fatigue. It sounds like your body is just catching up to the rest of you, and needed the additional rest.
Hi, Kathleen, I was enthralled by this post. I loved it, it was inspiring and mysterious at the same time. I think you did get a glimpse of what's to come, or perhaps the 5th dimension since everything appeared so enhanced and alive, which made it so intriguing, but wonderful and frightening at the same time. I guess it's only natural that an experience like that would produce a series of paradoxes. That's going to keep you wondering for some time.
A thought about how exhausting it was for you... I can't imagine taking 1 nap in a day, let alone 2 and then sleeping 9 hours straight through...I guess "kitten" could be right about sensory overload. And I think that it only proves how real it actually was to have had such a physical effect on you.
We 'humans', as you like to say, just aren't used to "taking it all in" at one time. I'm going to have to try to work on that. I hate to think of all I'm missing. Thanks for sharing this, my friend. xox
My favorite and most encouraging reader! Danka, Friend.
Sensory overload sounds right to me. Blew a circuit. I'm glad for the experience despite that though.
I don't think you're missing a single thing, btw! 😘 Best to you, Ronnie.
Omgosh... This is going to sound crazy. But I noticed it as well. It was Thursday morning. The birds woke me up. The landscape was surreal. And beautiful. Then, Friday and Saturday morning the sky was filled with the spray from the night before. And my computer offended me, so it went off. I wondered what the birds knew that I didn't. I took great comfort in the chatter of the birds and their extra that day. But it stood out and made me wonder.
I drove from Idaho to Pier 91 in Seattle on Sunday.
I am here on a ship and sleeping in a steel vessel. I love it. My body is breathing a sigh of relief. We went out to dinner the other night and it felt like a physical assault getting to the restaurant and back. I couldn't wait to get back to the ship. There is something to this... absolutely. I didn't know how much the unseen tech aimed at us as humans depleted me until I made an accidental discovery of peace inside a steel vessel. Thanks for this.
Doesn't sound crazy to me! It's so welcome to read this, and confirming, SJ. Thank you for posting it.
Fascinating on noticing how you feel minus all the emf's. Yeah, I think we've grown (mostly) accustomed to the constant barrage. We are so resilient. And what a nice break for you - even if extreme measures. Once we escape it (for me the woods) you can't not notice, right?
I have to get better about turning off the wifi router at night.
Best to you, friend.
Yes! Extreme. Hubs is at work and I haven't seen him in 3 months, so I came over here to work too. Why not? I didn't realize what this feeling of assault by the things we can't see was until I was on the ship. Watching all the activity and cruise ships come and go... And thinking...I am so glad I am not out there. I think I am going to find a way to sell this experience... Because it is real relief. 🌍☣️💝
So.. We have a shipping container at home. The kids will be like "have you seen or heard from Mom?"
"I think she is in the conex." Funny. Not funny. Xoxo my friend!
lol! I love it! Sounds like a brilliant idea.
xox back at ya!
starry night & sunflowers field are my favorites
your experience is very interesting
sensory overload is exhausting for empaths
Thanks, kitten.
Sensory overload captures it well. I'm glad for the experience but I'm in no rush to do that again. (Not that I actually did anything.) Should it happen again, hopefully a faster recovery.
Best.
What an excellent way to describe your experience, 'wearing Van Gogh glasses.' I haven't experienced anything like this directly but I'm so glad to get to experience it through you. Although I'll amend that. The other morning when I wrote you and the other apocaloptimists about the moon glowing up its gauzy veil of clouds--there was something more than just the visual. That's why I put it as a good omen/ good w-omen.
And Sat night, when I woke from sleeping briefly and chatted with my daughter, who'd just come in, I was too happy to go back to sleep. It's the only way I can describe it. The sense that everything was working out and I was exactly the right person in the right role made me so full of contentment that I wanted to savor it.
You've always been our bellwether. You pick up on things that are just peeking through. This is very good, Kathleen. It's a moment of revelation, something to trust as a harbinger of good vibrations coming ;-)
Thanks, T. I did wonder about that comment and if there was something more to it. As to "Good w-omen" agree. Something in the ethers was up and I definitely think it's a good sign.
This: "I was too happy to go back to sleep. It's the only way I can describe it. The sense that everything was working out and I was exactly the right person in the right role made me so full of contentment that I wanted to savor it."
I read this several times. I know it's true - but having that experience, knowing it in my bones as it were, tends to elude me. The really letting go - particularly around worry when it comes to one son - has been so deeply challenging. I can feel the truth of it, the need to surrender to it, and there's always this bit stuck it feels in my solar plexus area that holds on. Well that has loosened alright. There's nothing to do about it, no where to go, no strategy, nothing. It's just what it is and trusting life as it is. I feel as if some invisible inner scaffolding is prying loose. I don't know if I'm explaining it but your comment brought it forward so I could see it. I needed to read that.
I'm glad we could trade vicarious experiences, Kathleen. They feel connected, to me. May I gift you a Wombat Tarot reading for your birthday? I've already ordered one for myself but I think our fates and visions are tied together, you with your three sons and me with my three daughters. Please say yes!
That is incredibly kind and generous, Tereza! Thank you, and YES. So appreciated. I agree on our fates being tied together. :-)
Things are going to continue to get more and more interesting.
Hehehehe… something in me rejoices when I know how incompetent TPTB are at forbidding us from donning on Van Gough glasses.
How did such a tortured man paint so beautifully; how did he mask his internal suffering so well with bright colors and short brush strokes? He fell in love with the an innkeeper twice his age as a youth. Perhaps it was the beauty inspire of the decay that enthralled him so.
This post is so graceful. Thank you.
Also this:
> It was like tuning into a channel that picked up a station from the past where people didn’t know their bodies were self-healing.
💯 weird, innit? Once you reprogram yourself from the conditioning, how can you ever consider the body being nothing more than a car that needs a mechanic? The body is the damn repair shop within itself!
Thanks Tonika. You would know on the body and healing better than most.
I watched a video recently on a woman talking about talking to our cells, and how quickly they listen. Like everything else alive, they appreciate kindness and acknowledement.
I thought, here's the stuff on the horizon that will finally kill the 'wealth-care' system pretending to be health care.
Appreciate the comment. Best to you. xox
Aha. Now I understand why a meeting on Monday the 12th at 4:30pm was a total no-go...😂 You were experiencing the unexplainable!
I don't remember much about Monday other than by Tuesday I was completely wrecked. Done. All of my circuits were overloaded and all I wanted to do was walk straight into the ocean... which I did later on Wednesday. I also meditated Weds morning and felt like I entered a rare zone of total energetic congruence. This fell out of me:
"I am right where I belong.
In this moment, here, now.
Blessèd peace. Blessèd space.
Blessèd nothingness.
Unyoked from thought, just for this moment.
Free.
No words."
Yes, that is why and I'm sorry I couldn't explain better at the time. Too immersed in it all.
And wow - what a beautiful reflection here, that whatever was happening was being felt by others. (I'm so glad I posted this.)
"I am right where I belong.
In this moment, here, now.
Blessèd peace. Blessèd space.
Blessèd nothingness.
Unyoked from thought, just for this moment.
Free.
No words."
If I embroidered I'd put that on a pillow and read before bed and when I first woke up!
Amen to that, Mary. Thank you, dear friend. I am sorry I missed the call. 💕 Clearly universe had something else in mind. :-)
Please, no apology. Not for missing the group, anyway -- it really is meant to have a come-and-go-freely vibe.
I'm so glad you posted this, too. You are a modern prophet, Kathleen!
😘
I hope this new chapter with your sister is proceeding well. So many diamonds come with challenges. I absolutely know you'll find all of them. 💎
xox
This poem just came in my mailbox and I feel sure it's meant for you:
door of being, dawn and wake me,
allow me to see the face of this day,
allow me to see the face of this night,
all communicates, all is transformed,
arch of blood, bridge of the pulse,
take me to the other side of this night,
where I am you, we are us,
the kingdom where pronouns are intertwined,
door of being: open your being
and wake, learn to be ....
~ Octavio Paz ~
( Sunstone/Piedra de Sol, translated by Eliot Winberger)
Wow. Well that's a kind of perfection.
There is something miraculous about the daily in-between night and day time. And that this experience happened in-between is significant. (I don't think if I slept through it would have happened.)
This poem feels like a miracle itself. Thanks for this Tereza. xox
I love this! What a dream like, magical experience! I’ve had vivid dreams like this where colors are more vibrant, but never experienced awake. I woke early Monday to lots of birds, but forgot my Van Gogh glasses! I am fascinated by your description of Vincent’s paintings as depicting energy. Maybe you received an upgrade? Not sure what that even means, but I’m gathering that we are in the midst of an energetic phenomenon. Maybe it’s a matter of being open and receptive to it. Having eyes to see and ears to hear…🙏
Thank you Tammy. Those darn glasses show up when they want I guess. 👓
I don't know what that means either, I just know it zapped me for a few days. Oh, well.
There are definitely intense cosmic energies hitting the earth. (I follow a couple youtubes on that.) So yeah, could be an effect of that.
Best to you.
Sounds so cool, and a lot of people who experience NDE (Near Death Experience) can't use words to describe fully either, but they speak of this type of aliveness. Is that a word??? I hope I get to experience what you did this side of the veil!
Thank you Joan! My son worried I had a seizure (he can lean towards hypochondria) and I do remember that book, "Stoke of Insight' where the author's perception radically changed during a stroke. Fortunately it was not that. :-) 6 days on, I'm back to normal.
Hope you and yours are doing well. Best.
Hi. I wasn't implying you had a quick NDE. I don't think you did. Whatever you experienced is a similar reality to what many of them did though. Have a great weekend!
PS - I love the idea of Van Gogh glasses.
Dear Kathleen, Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience! Know that many of us won't bat an eye at your story - instead, we will nod and be so happy for you!
This has happened to me several times - always, of course, while in Nature! I have returned from walks feeling that I'd just spent time in another dimension and don't want to return to "reality." It also happened one time a few years ago when I was sick and fevered, and none of my normal health tricks worked. I gave in to it and slept and slept until I healed. When I was finally able to drive, I remember barely being able to stay on the road (fortunately, there's no traffic on these country roads!) because everything looked so bright and magical. It was like I imagined the fairy realm to be.
This month's astrology has completely wacked me out, and I am rarely fatigued during the day, but I sure felt it. That Scorpio full moon was 😳😳😳! I've been trying to write a post for WEEKS. Sorry it took me so long to read your post! Yes, to not wanting/being able to look at screens. :(
Much Love to you, friend! XOXO
Unsurprisingly I thought you, Barbara, writing this. I knew you would have had similar experiences. I truly think these 'dips' into that other dimensional space will become more and more common. Yay!
Oh, and I love that this could be fairly realm-ish. Makes sense. There is so much magic in Natural world.
Never have to apologize - I never expect anyone to read my posts, since I go through periods of missing so much. And appreciate that you did and posted this confirming comment.
Love to you! XOX
Fun post! Thank you for sharing your experience 💗. There are definitely some shifts happening... dark and light. I am sensing a lot more than my usual and it can be pretty off putting and draining. I am choosing to honor myself (instead of questioning my sense of reality). Naps 2x a day when needed for sure! Especially when waking at sunrise. Woot!
Thanks, Kat Bro. And good strategy. I'll remember that. Best to you. 💕
Finally getting to this post!!! (MY struggle, not b/c of you!)
Wow, I think maybe you had a little trip into the future, like you thought, or what the future WILL BE LIKE.
I remember there being SO MANY BIRDS. I remember crickets and lots and lots of bugs. I remember a feeling of total JOY (I still have those, but without the innocence of childhood.). I remember when my ears didn't ring all the time, ALL the time. I remember when people didn't EXPECT ME to carry my cell phone around and weren't annoyed with me for not IMMEDIATELY responding to their texts/emails/calls, etc... Because I try not to engage my cell phone much, and I want to destroy it!
Anyway, thanks for a very pleasant little trip into my own imagination, amid my constant, or so it seems, begging the Universe to Deliver the Pal's first, and then everyone else...
And I'm just seeing A BUNCH of videos about how the wall is crumbling, the TRUTH about Covid and everything else, is coming OUT... Is it real? Or a ploy of some kind? Am I paranoid, or just untrusting? Am I a lucky dog, or a mangy cur about to be cuffed and ruffed up? so to speak... woof!
Here's some furry luv and a waggy tail for this post... and I love the artwork, too! ALL VG's stuff is sooo wonderful. Okay, HUGS to ya! ^_^
Hey WH. Thanks for reading and commenting - I always enjoy your take on things. I hope it's a glimpse of what's coming. Why not? We are entering a new time, we should expect new insights!
And lol - I get scolded on the not being tied to my cellphone too.
The crumbling is real enough and they'll be plenty of 'reel' interpretations on what is all means as the movie version keeps rolling. But it won't work. Enough of us are done with someone else telling what's what.
We have reason to be both paranoid and untrusting! And when it comes to our own experience - for me particularly in nature - trusting and in wonder too.
Hugs back to you. Hope you're enjoying your new home.